Wednesday, October 3, 2007
I know there are really important things going on in the world; real heart-breaking experiences. SO, I am not trivializing them when I tell y'all about my emotional breakdown I had tonight. Tyler was gone at band (they're practicing late for their gig on Oct. 13th) and I had bathed and bedded the kids AND pre-cleaned for the deep cleaning that I'll be doing tomorrow morning WHEN I sat down to email. So I was emailing and the Grey's spin-off "Private Practice" came on, which I took off my DVR schedule after last week's premier because I thought it was lame. BUT, my other option was "Gossip Girl" and so I let Kate Walsh and hottie-matoddie from Wings keep playing. Yeah, so they have this babies who were switched in the hospital story line and by the end the moms (who have loved and bonded with these babies for months) are trading back and talking about what helps these sweet baby girls (one of which will die prematurely) need to go to sleep and I am BAWLING. Full on ugly cry. I am snotting all over, totally not emailing, and enjoying my private moment. When Tyler walked in. Oi! He has a moment of confusion trying to figure out while I'd be crying so hard when he sees me watching the TV and gives me the "you gotta be kidding me" eye roll and a scoff. Yes, he laughed at me. So I told him to be quiet, leave me alone, get me a tissue, and not interrupt because I wasn't giving him a hard time about being at band for over 3 hours! And now I am headed to bed since I'm drained from my private practice. Have I mentioned how great hormones are?
Posted by barlows at 10:40 PM